Japanese literature I can't do this anymore. Diary

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Japanese literature
My father passed away, my younger brother had Down syndrome, my mother was a wheelchair user, I underwent a major surgery to kill or die at the COVID-19 pandemic from, and my grandfather's funeral was caught in the middle. In the end, all the tasks were entrusted to my oldest daughter (author), who was left with a strange feeling for my grandma. The 「 that I've been waiting for one after another. It's a 」. How can I create such an interesting sentence? Why on earth can I be saved by the readers?